Y OH Y!!!!

i dont know what is it abt us women and our monthly visits from our frens call the "period". for me, the first day always feels like the first time. not to mention the pain that comes with it. i really really 1000x envy those women who doesnt feel any cramps or pain during this period of the month. Lucky bitch/es!

and men sometimes DO NOT understand our mood swings and emotions turmoil that we women have to face pre this period a.k.a. "pms-pre-menstrual sydrome". it is something that we cannot control, reduce or leave it at home when we go to work, or deposit it to some banks or throw it in the river. we have it in us permanently, FOREVER. unfortunately. so guys, one advice, JUST DEAL WITH IT!!!

i seriously sometimes think that man can also have their "period". god knows when, why or how. they seriously dont have the hormones to start with. tho we rely on the crap thing "men comes from Mars and women comes from Venus" thing to explain why things happens the way they are, they claim they have it to. nonsense, absolutely bullocks!!! men find this as an excuse to be acting shit! its crap, enuff said!

on the other note, current events makes me realised that some of us are lacking some decency and respect in life. maybe this is due to our upringing, or environment or maybe just our behaviour in our daily life or simply ego bruised factor. like this morning on my way to work, i already gave the signal before i turned sweetly to the left, y is it the 'Man' driver behind me have to honked ? cant u see my F****** signal!!!! *sigh*.

at another scenario, it made me smile if when entering into any bulding which one have to push the door, a guy in front of you would hold the door for you for abt maybe 3 seconds so that you can pass through. simple simple things in life. or as in the LRT/buses/trains/watever, to give another your precious seat as the women next to you is holding like 10 kilos of god kows wat or preggers for that matter. where is our decency? where is our passion for simple non-complicated & logical life? where? simply gone to the drain perhaps.

at the end of the day, why we have to care abt all of this? why do i have to ask this gurl looking sick after the Force of Nature's concert last year whether she is fine or not eventho she look like she going to collapse any second while holding the door of her car for dear life? why do i have to BOTHER? why bother offer help to another in need when one doesnt want to be helped? why bother? why we bother to advise when one which is being advised nodded yeah yeah yeah and the next thing you know, get into trouble again the very next day. WHY? WHY we even BOTHER? why we bother to ask "how are you" to another when the recipient doesnt even care to ask you the same. why bother?

is it our nature, is it biological, or is it our human instict, or is it sumthing that we just have in us? i believe some of the lessons are not in books, so we dont learn it in school. some we adapt from our daily lives, some from our experiences through out the years, and some we may have gain from our parents and friends. its not very technical, its very simple, to be civil and have that respect towards others.

its good to care about others. i still stand on this ground firmly. your family your friends and other love ones. but i do pray to God that God would let and allow me and my friends to care for people that deserves to be cared about and love others who deserves to be loved by me/us because simply for the reason that i/we would be hurt if its otherwise. too many tears had been shed. simply too many.

occay enuff for drama, read the newspaper today, government staff got their pay rise!!!! yayayaya, am happy for my parents and others malaysian too!!! i hope that the economy and the share market are better this year too!!!

to all my friends, have a good day today! *HUG*