Update....

i know i havent been updating my blog for awhile now. it is sad if i give busy as an excuse, but to be honest, it is the exact thing that is happening.

hours, days ....flies like nobody business for me this year. i see it as a good and a bad thing though. good in the sense that i dont really have time to think abt the unimportant things or problems in my life. bad in the sense that i dont even go back to Ktn as much as i want to, or stay longer perhaps an extra day or two. i even wish that i can even go to Cherating with my family to have a Sunday picnic. mama cooking nasi lemak or my nasi ayam, you know then we hit the beach and just go picnic. i miss that, i miss the time when i was young and we always have time for a picnic. at that time, i also have my sister around, so yeah...perhaps i miss her, perhaps i miss her company.

workwise, the load itself is a challenge, not to mention the fact that i have to prove to myself that i can be a superwoman and do everything. recently i even got scolded by the Chairman of the company asking me to get me an extra pair of hands to help and assist me during this chaotic period and madness. i quickly obliged yesterday to request one from the Human Resource as my CEO has again reminded me over time.

i also havent got the extra time to go over and pick my new korean drama to watch. oh how i miss the drama and the teary scene that i can share with the characters in it.

whatever it is, i know i need and want to go for a family holiday. i want to spent the time doing nothing with my family, just eat and talk to each other, feeling the closeness. i hope that i can do it after raya. based on my schedule that may not be happening but i shall hope that i can squeeze the time.