Musings....

What i think....

I think sumtimes when one is perceived as a happy happy jovial person 98% of her life people forgot that one still have feelings inside which sumtimes can be easily bruised. We may look tough and hard as rock but we still feels sumthing, inside. it is called sensitivity.

I think sumtimes as much as we tried to avoid this, there are times that we can be misunderstood by others especially suprisingly tho those who are close to us than strangers. Its pretty amazing, really...

I think people sumtimes can make a hoohaa on things that you do no matter how big or small as long as it becomes a failure at one point or people's feelings were accidently bruised at some point of time. or worst, people just make hoohaa no matter what you do. But if people themselves did it then other people may not even blink or give it a second thought. People even gives excuses.

I think sumtimes we care so much of other people. What do others think of us? how to make other peoples happy? do we do this right kinda question before actions, but when much to our suprise, we get ridiculed to a point when you said to urself, why do I even bother. a good fren said that it is a good quality to have. somehow i think its better not to care that much as you wont get hurt as much. its back to basic-balance.

I think sumtimes its hard to be fair to others. You want people to listen to you but sumtimes you never tried hard enough to listen to what other people want or have to say.

I think it sucks to pretend to others what you are not for the reasons requested by others who are significant in your life (fair enuff, its your choice). however, how you wish for that one person to be honest and forward at all times when you are alone, to try to put his/her pride aside for someone or something worth fighting for maybe, which in time may become what matters in your life. why between you and me, you still have to pretend?

i think the next approach is not to give so much attention to details and try not to take it personal with people who are close to us. if they dont call you as often then fine. if they never ask you out for dinner for some time, let it be. maybe they are busy. if people dont include you in trips, gathering or parties, maybe they just missed your name in the guest list. if they hurt you with words which am sure the intention was not to hurt you or 'sarcasmic' or sumthing like that, forgive them and tell yourself, you are not perfect either. you hurt people too, we can, we human certainly can without us realising it so, so yeah forgive them its the best thing to do.

I think what makes us happy is when you see other peoples happy. Some mushy scenes or any display of affection in public may come as a yucky or a disease to some people, I still despite being cynical sumtimes, think its a sweet gesture as long as it is done appropriately depending on its surroundings.

I think good friends in life doesn't come as often as you want it to be. Keep those close to you and always cherish the moments together.

I think people who welcomes drastic change in life are people who are brave and willing to take chances. I hope that other people will give this people a chance to proof to themsleves and to others that they can.

I think people need time to adjust on things. People change all the time yes but some old habit dies hard. Give them a chance and who knows things might change for the better.

Nobody Knows

heard this today on my way to work...so just for ol time sake!!! enjoysss!!!

Cannonball...

Kembali Senyum? errrrr...;-)

Birthday wishes....

Happy Birthday Poem

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So happy birthday to you,
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

By Karl Fuchs

TO Mr R and Mr K, Happy Birthday!!!! Muaaahhh!!!!

Updates!

Updates updates updates. Seems that I haven't been updating my blog for awhile. Let me see if I can recall things that has happened lately.

Went to Meow Town for work. But I managed to slipped in some pleasure in between here and there. I think the balance between the two is most welcomed.

This time around my trip was more eventful. met ms. S where she and me we went to a college together way back in 1994. We lost contact and thanks to facebook, we managed to find each other again. it is amazing! So numbers were exchanged and we met on one sunday nite for dinner and couple of drinks.

And what a nite it was! I can't remember when the last time that I really let my hair down like that. All I can say is that love love the company, thank you guys especially ms ur amazing Grace, cousins and wat not that made the nite memorable. Am sure looking forward to our next meeting definitely! definitely...

I am over you...

8.1.08

it is the 8th of January and i think am still living in the 07. i dont know...seems that i dont want to leave 2007.

the first week has been traumatic. was sick most of the time not to mention the recurring backpains which makes some movement futile and left me in the grumpy mode.

good news is that some old friendship starts to rekindle and blossoms again. i welcome the notion. for me it is all about one's intention.

seems that i already have been invited to parties. will certainly try to make it this Thursday my friend ;-)

as gym is not an option, i bounced back to my old habit, watching lots of tele...ummm not good at all.

so, it is better late than never my friends, therefore, am wishing the best in life for 2008!

salute!

What MBF said...

Read MBF's blog today. she actually wrote in her blog that her Best Quote – “So since I’m not your everything, how about I be nothing at all to you?” from Beyonce’s song Irreplaceable.

it strikes me as how true those words are. i mean if we are not good enuff to be that someone's everything, why bother to be anything at all to him/her? if for example, a partner do not wish to compromise things with us and the other half is treating us like nothing special, are we okay to just settled?

if i am in a relationship, i think im selfish enuff in wanting to be that- 'everything'. i want my wishes and my opinions to be taken into account. i want him to think about me before acting on sumthing. thinking what would i feel what would i say, am not saying that my partner would have to gain my approval prior to all of his decisions but it would be great if 'me' would be taken into account.

sometimes MAN when they changes their mind, they called themselves as fickle. if we WOMEN changes our personalities and what not, we are blamed to the core of the statement-"you have changed" and that would be a reason to a break up as one has changed. i think people do change. i myself may hate vanilla today but hey i might love vanilla to the core of my being by june 2008. does that makes me fickle? no, i think it is just a change of taste buds and preferences. hey i might like you playing futsal every nite now but maybe 3 months down the road i hope you would stop playing futsal as often and spent more time with me. maybe. hence, priorities changes and we human tend to change with that. it is a lie i think if people say that they dont change.

i think we are more incline to change towards what we prioritise in life. if we think that that one person is worth the changes that we have to made in our life, then by all means, we change. that act alone doesnt make us less than what we are before. doesnt make us to be another person at all. if saying the 4 letter words is totally unheard of in your vocabulary, perhaps it takes that one special person to make it as easy as an ABC. if before, cooking and being martha stewart was sumthing totally out of this world for you, maybe once you have your own family and stuff, that would come naturally to you. at the end of the day, you would be the same person before martha stewart ;-)

therefore, i would say yeah, bring it on 2008!