TGIF...

IT has been a loooooooooooooonnggggggggggggg week for me. enuff said!

work starts to loose its appeal, it has been for a few years, but seems worst now.

off to meow meow tomorrow for a meeting...ooooo..should i be jolly?

im busy but still manage to go to my classes on tuesday, thursday and today...umm i should be proud eh? still manage to meet friends for dinner, help a fren for a business law assignment together with MBF yesterday, read my book, go shopping and call the relevant people. am i a superwoman?

we choose what we want to do.

we choose how we spent our time.

i havent talk to Mr A of TTDI for awhile, but he manage to call me today and we chat for a while. im impressed. he actually rang just to say hi! he told me he was busy but yet, still squeeze the time to call me. great! i appreciate that! hope to meet him for lunch sumwhere next week.

Ms. M at RHB rang every other day. i know she is busy and trying to adapt to her new job, but she would make the time to call me and email...

however, some friends just suddenly dissapear. i wonder where Ms. O gone, maybe i better give her a call...is there sumthing cooking? ummmmmm...

i actually rang my one and only sister on wednesday nite and told her OFF. she seems to forget that i existed. i know she is far and all, but still, i am sure the house phone works and her mobile is as well. i love her with all my heart but i think recently we kinda, i mean i felt that she somwhere unreachable and just 'far'. i miss her, a lot in fact...i wish things were different. she is coming back next year thi, yay!. i miss my kiddies, i miss them all. it breaks my heart...to be apart...

i think my brother also needs to be told, its always me that have to ring him...ummmm...soon...i will tell him too.

but to all of you who knows who you are, thank you so much for your company, emails, phone calls, comments on this blogs, indulge me in my 'manjaness', i salute you! thank you from the bottom of my HEART, merci! you can share my umbrella anytime (pls see the above image)!

have a great weekend uolllsS!!!

Tribute to Loga (Alleycats)

I watched Pentas Ikon yesterday while reading 'Love Life' by Ray Kluun (dont ask why) and there was a tribute to Loga performed by Aris Ariwatan, Jay Jay and Nash. Jay Jay sang 'Seribu Bintang' which i really like this song. So as a tribute, here it is 'Seribu Bintang' from Alleycats....

May he rest in peace!

Because I SAID SO!!!

Watched 'Because I Said So' on Friday nite. The summary as follows:-

In “Because I Said So,” Diane Keaton plays Daphne Wilder, the single mother of three grown daughters: Maggie (Lauren Graham), the responsible one; Milly (Mandy Moore), the single, flaky one; and Mae (Piper Perabo), the one who wears the skimpiest clothes. Mom, while a bit scattered in other ways, is a fanatical micromanager when it comes to her girls’ emotional lives, and she is especially worried that Milly, who manages a catering business, will end up with the wrong guy or no guy at all. The rules of romantic comedy dictate a few wrong choices on the way to the right one, an alternation of giggles, tears and hugs, and “Because I Said So” plays cautiously by the rules. Directed by Michael Lehmann from a script credited to Karen Leigh Hopkins and Jessie Nelson, it is a mild exercise in deliberate mediocrity, with chuckles and heartwarming moments distributed as carefully as nuts in a factory-made brownie. — A. O. Scott, The New York Times

Self-rating= 5/10

After THis Our Exile

WATCHED this at MBA's place with MBF and MR H. Mr H i think slept most of the movie and he knew most where the shots took place as it is his hometown Perak. Aaron Kwok looks gorgeous in that and the boy, Ian Iskandar Gouw is so cute! i think Iskandar is a very talented and if besar, sure choms like that! Straight forward script and scene and nuthing like Yasmin Ahmad la Mr H!!!! sumtimes MR H makes the strangest remarks ever! self rating 5/10.

ABANG PETMAN

tO mR S aka abang Petman,

GEt well soon Baby!!! Later we bring you your Latte and Muffin!

Thanks for letting me and you know who on the bed last nite, cibuk jer, nasib baik sebab dia pun sakit kan...

ape apapun uolls,,, better watch what we are saying between friends or else kena, SemBur!!! ;-)

Mr H, we love you!

It's already Wednesday morning...blurrrrr!!!!

MONDAY as usual was pretty mundane. been busy lately which my frens find it as a surprise, hehehhe, i know i know. my table at work seems like 'tongkang pecah' not to mention the 2 17 inches flat screen has already crammed the-not-so-big cubicle. *SIGH*

WENT to Ms. L's bedey do at Ms. S's place at Melawati on saturday nite. great food, great company, wat else can you ask for. i ate a bit of this and that, but love the 'fat free' ayam rendang that Ms. S cook that day. its good to catch up with frens, with their own busy lives having family and kids, the short time that i can spent with them is really precious and i always try to make the time in my so-called-busy-schedule to accommodate this function! ;-) . hope that Ms. C didnt puke while reading this! thank you for getting me a lift to Ms. S's place, muah!!! looking forward to our next gathering!


overall, last weekend was a blur. went to a fren's wedding at Sime Darby Convention Centre on Sunday afternoon. The bride and groom look radiant, the ambiance was nice, the food i must say was superb. overall the guest i think was abt 400 people or so, its a great simple wedding which one of the photographer of the wedding is kinda hot whereby i think people that were sitting at my table were checking him out like nak makan him like that, hahahaha...but granted, he is a cutie! Ms. Z and MR. N, congratulations on Ur marriage, semoga berbahgia selamanya, insya-allah! see you guys at the gym!!!

went for class yesterday, they have new track for the jam class. i was surprised to see Mr. N, my gym instructor for thursday balance was there showing off his skills ;-) maybe he wants to take jam's class in future, who knows, you go boy! to Marie and Mr C, am proud of you guys yesterday. Y? first, because you finally manage to make the appearance in gym after so long of errrr absentees and secondly because you manage to finish the whole class with passion and style. Marie, love your catwalk between the tracks, you manage to give me a stomach cramps just by laughing instead of the new moves! but i give credit to the instructor, Ms J, she is kinda cool la, love her effort of making the class exciting and fun! you go gurl!

ummmm meeting MBF for din din tonite, kinda miss her, feels that i havent seen her for ages, when was the last time i saw her? gosh!!! i cant remember!

on the other hand, listened to Radio Era this morning while driving to work (okay MBA stop rolling ur eyes). the DJ and the callers were discussing about "dilemma in LOVE". so there is one caller, a gurl la, i think men cant be arsed la to call in. so the conversation was sumthing like this:-

DJ (khairil and kiran):helo!!!!
Caller: ni saya, (let say Ms A la from wherever, i forgot her name)
DJ: helo A....apa kabar? so ape dilemma you ?
Ms A: saya tengah 'hangat' bercinta dengan satu lelaki ni, dia dah lebih kurang berusia sedikit la. baru baru ni saya dapat tahu yang dia dah ade seorang anak dan sudah beristeri.
**(At this point of time i was like thinking to myself, "dah tuh, wat do u expect? men they never tell the truth rite?")
then the DJ said: oh ye ke, takpelah kalau macam tuh, awak carilah bf lain, ramai lagi yang kat luar tuh.
Ms A: saya pun memang ada boyfriend dah cuma saya cuma sayang aje dia tapi saya tak cintakan dia, saya lebih cintakan dia yang dan bersuami tuh.
**(i was like *sigh*, i guess sumtimes we gurls pun can be confuse)
DJ: oh kalau macam tuh, kitaorang memang tak boleh tolong u dah...

anyways, there are also other interesting stories that were told during the radio session. the point is, it makes me think that wow! others out there surely have their own problem to sort out. 1,000 kind of problems when it come to the word LOVE. amazing! simply amazing! the thing is when we talk about heart and soul and love, there is no 'titik noktah' to the topic. when it comes to dilemma in 'cinta', it can create emotional stress/dilemma until you cant work, you cant sleep, it makes you feel like dying and like there is no purpose on living. gosh how i have been through that. but i think we human over the years of maturing and growing up, can face breakups or patah hati more strongly than you were when you were younger. definitely. i think its because you realise that life in general co-exist with love but not solely on love....and that if you loose this one love, then you have other kinds of love that pulls you back from the dark zone and light up ur life again. my two cents for the day.

but for me, love starts to loose its appeal somehow...who to blame???? (blame it on the RAIN!!!! yeah yeah! [at the bakground])

of course i have a song to share....by Jaclyn Victor, Cinta Tiada Akhirnya...love this song....i think Jac totally bring the house down at APM 2007!

Kuyakin cinta ku ini

Tak bisa melangkah pergi

Kaku berdiri disini

Menanti lafaz kasihmu

Biar kau akui dan aku kekasihmu

c/o Gelora asmara tika bersama

Bunga mekar seluruh semestanya

Mimpi indah kita bintang bewarna

Janji setia kita

Selama di taman cinta

Cinta tiada akhirnya

Membara kekal ke syurgamu

Tak usah kau raguiku

Sayangku dengarkan kasih

Aku milikmu selamanya

Percayalah

c/o

Kasih antara kita

Tercipta abadinya

Tak mungkin memisahkan aku dan dia

Ukir namu dalam

Cintamu selamanya

Biar semarakkan kasihmu

Selalu...........

Summary of Things

As i havent got the time to write anything over the last weekend and during the weekdays, i shall try to summarized everything here today. Me watched Ocean 13 last weekend with Mr A. Great great movie. then we proceed to din din and overall it was a great outing. Thanks Mr A, looking forward to our next meeting! thank god this time no kids kicking at the back of my chair. however, there were like 7 to 8 teenagers malay gurls and boys who like chat amongst themselves but would like the rest of the movie patrons to listen as well. Mr A however turned around and did "shuuuhhh" with a stare. some people just dont learn the etiquette of watching movie at public places such as the movie theatre. tension!

also watched Blood Diamond at home last weekend. i think Leo Dicaprio really did well in the movie..sob sob when he died! oh well! crap!

Friday nite went to MBA's place to watch DVD (music and lyrics) with the usual suspects but then i managed to sleep 95% of the movie! seems that i was too tired after going to the gym earlier on.

then the start of the week till yesterday was a blur! believe it or not i was too busy until i cant even write on my blog! but hey am back !!!! so happy!

Met Mr R on wednesday. havent seen him for like 3 years now, tho we constantly talk via the phone over the years. it was great fun, im glad that we meet up again. im glad that some guys still remain the way they are and not turn into pigs and dogs. Mr. R dearie, thank you for the concern, the friendship and letting me know of your feelings/concern. i really really appreciate it and wish you all the happiness and love the world could bring. you always makes me laugh and im glad we are still friends. if just the guys that i meet are somehow like yourself, then maybe i would be more blessed ! hahaahha!

didnt do much shopping over the week as im kinda skint heheeheh....

and also, MBF and my other close frens are planning to go to Bangkok for my upcoming birthday in August, sob sob!!! so sweet! i dont know wat to say! i hope that they gonna treat me dinner or sumthing, heheheheh! cant wait cant wait! yay!

have a great weekend peeps!!! TGIF!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

BALISONG

i know am very slow in terms of the current hit songs or singers or artists or movie for that matter. but MBF insist that she was the one who introduced me to Rivermaya when i swear that i already knew them way before from MTV! babe serious i ade astro channel ni babe!

but love love love the videoclip!!!!! its simple yet sweet! love it! so here it is Balisong for you! enjoy! i also attach here the lyrics for easy reference!

Balisong

Artist - Rivermaya
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Balisong

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
The way dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

'Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more).' (Repeat 2x)

You're everything I wanted

So, enjoy guys...me love RICO!!! cherish this life guys!!!!

Perpisahan.....

i have always love this song. i watched "cinta" at the cinema with some close friends. i think its a good drama though too many stories in one film makes it less personal to each of the individual story. nevertheless, it was worth my RM10 i must say.

i think a lot of people can relate to this song based on personal expriences. sometimes it is hard when the love inside that person just decides to hilang..."i love you no more"...i guess it happens. it happens to me, suddenly i woke up, and hey, i dont love him anymore. so i think it happens. things happen when we let them to happen, as easy as that.

perpisahan is never easy, i hate breaking ups or anything synonym to that.

but i love anuar zain, cant wait for the new album.

THE SOUNDTRACK!


AT AIM 2007

It's a gloomy morning...

I think overall it is a sad and gloomy week for me so far. My colleague's mom passed away on Morning morning. may she rest in peace.

my baby broke down yesterday and i am so sad. seems that i have to cut off my partying and shopping for the whole month. as MBA suggested earlier, i may have to freeze my gym membership...errrr NOT, i dont think so. i think am going tomorrow if everything else permits...*SIGH*

and it rain this morning...but i love the rain, it gives the cooling effect and reminded me of some good things in my previous years...

hope that it will be better soon...

To Mr A.

Gosh, here comes Monday, i managed to get to the office on time today, wat an achievement! 9.01am!!! i think i better keep this 'prestasi' going as appraisal for my confirmation is coming soon by July time, fingers crossed!

last friday went to watch Shrek 3!!! please do watch it if you guys are free because its so funny and entertaining, me love it!!! next movie to watch still would be spidey man...MBF, we must watch it okay, i think this friday would be good for me.

and also Rico is mine !!! mine!!!

Last weekend was full of activities. At 5pm on saturday, went out to have coffee with an old friend, MR A from high school. it rain cats and dogs at the time when i wanted to stepped out from the house. KL weather nowadays!!! *SIGH* . of course im half an hour late due to the rain. we talked about life and current issues that he is dealing with at the moment. Life sucks sometimes. There is no guarantee watsoever. all i can say is that MR A, i am here whenever you need a friend okay! *HUG*

then after the meeting, went straight to my next venue. MR S had been promoted recently together with bonuses and stuff. He murah hati and treated his frens to a very cozy and great Italian restaurant. me love the food! i had fat-free lamb shank together with enriched vitamin C pink guava. only the dessert which were the tiramisu and choc cake jer yang keji a bit. but then MBF and MBA ate all them up!!! me just ate 2 suap only ;-) wink wink! and MR. T, of all the food listed down in the menu chose to eat salad, seriously watever..not to mention some "remarks" that he thrown at me during dinner...ummmmm....nanti dia! but again Mr S, thank you very much for the lovely dinner, muah!

then we proceed to watch Little Miss Sunshine at MBA's. its a funny story but ummmmmmm i dont think i would want to watch it twice.

come sunday, went out again and ate fat free nasi lemak at curve kopitiam with the usual suspects. again shortly after, MR H thrown some 'remarks' and 'tak puaha' to me over his goreng pisang with ice cream while kena tempias with hujan as we sat near the roadside. i was all teary but dont worry its not from sadness but i find it very hillarious. Mr H, i do love you u know that rite???
hahahhahahaha, bless him! i think i better not marah him anymore the next time i se him ;-)

went crazy over rico with MBF in the car! love him!!!! so cutie!!!

then reached home and did some housekeeping. then resting and saw that Jerry McGuire was on the tele. watched it again like for over a dozen time by now. i think tom cruise is so cute in that movie...of course must go teary eyes over the part when tom cruise said to renee "i love you, you complete me" and she replied "you had me at hello'....*SIGH* *SIGH* *SIGH* i wonder if i would ever get the chance to say what tom said to renee....*sigh* errr maybe not!

oh well....

have a nice day peeps!!!

Mrs. O

Met Mrs. O for breakfast this morning, she had a meeting at an office nearby my office so we decided to meet up after that. she had roti canai kosong and me just teh tarik kurang manis ;-)

to me she looks wonderfully happy and blooming and i guess a lot of it is due to the recent marriage with Mr.A. as what we most of her friends knew of what she had been through the past years, we are so happy for her and wish her and Mr. A and their family all the happiness in the world.

on the same note, i pray and wish to Allah that me and my friends would find what we are looking for one day...insya-allah...

thank god it is Friday, so have a great weekend my dear friends!!!!

P/S:Mrs O jangan lupa we all wana see the pictures of the 'marriage' k!